from sista :D

What will I be years from now
What will I wear, how will I look
I think too much, I think too much

Sometimes it's scary over thinking
What you have or haven't done
You think too much, you think too much

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And the star much shine
The colours seem so blurry

Will I end up all alone
Without a shoulder to cry on

What will I be years from now
I have answered them but none have answered me
And when my time has come
I hope my last seconds in this life will have you
Will have you

Will the rain smell the same
Will our loosing treacherous game
And neglect most people who
Seems so worthy

Mama i really love you much :')

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☼ I do really love my mother, though. ☼
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how could i live without her someday.

imma beee sweet cotton candy yaww ^^

copy paste favourite quotations di facebook eden ^^

LOL ! Love this much ! :

Lots of people want to ride with you in the LIMO,
but what you want is someone who will take the BUS with you
when the LIMO breaks down. ~Oprah Winfrey

True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget,
not what you see but what you feel,
not how you listen but how you understand,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.

True love is like a teardrop in a rainstorm;
you're lucky enough to find it once,
but you will never find it again.

Never leave the one you LOVE for the ONE you LIKE
because one day the one that you LIKE
will LEAVE you for the one they LOVE!! mind you :)

to someone sooner :

Aku tidak meminta kesempurnaan dari kamu,
aku cuma meminta persediaan dari kamu
untuk bersedia membimbing dan dibimbing,
mentarbiyah dan ditarbiyah serta mendidik dan terdidik. :)

greatest love story that was ever told,
could be me and you,
you just never know ^^
You are my soul mate, my sweetheart,
you are my dream come true,
from now until the end of time I give my heart and soul to you.
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
♥ I'll never let go, never say goodbye (:

I know,
there may be many flowers in a man's life,
but there is only one rose. I hope i could be the one ;)

****
hey, LOVE me? just work it out n i will think of it later LOL :D
haha okay serius saiko -.-

imma wanna be :

i'm never give UP till the last breath ;)
i'm never falling d0wn for anything that would come sooner.
imma SNASI ferr everr and nobody can influence me.
coz i have my own way huh!!
i mean if someone wanna change me into positive act i don't mind it.
yeah sure come on and i will treat u nicely :D
please please please smile even you feel sad ;)
because smile make happiness turns out long lasting!
like the way i did and Rocka Fella yeah i did it.

anything happens for a reason o.O
i always be there for you and always be by your side ^^

"It's so easy,
To think about Love,
To Talk about Love,
To wish for Love, But it's not always easy,
To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands."

"I love you, not only for what you are,
But for what I am when I am with you." wink wink ;)

Ya Allah, Jika aku jatuh cinta,
jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak melebihi cintaku padaMu.
Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,
jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripadaMu.
Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu,
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu.
Ya Allah, jika aku rindu,
jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku merindui syurgaMU.


Amin May Allah Bless ;)

Aigoooo tacing sejenak ~.~

~.~

21 May 2011
4:36 am.

I'm feeling alone here and need someone to talk with.
Maybe someone that i comfort with. Already done maybe.
Btw sorry for making mess. I did'nt mean it.

Someone please cheer me up~

No need depress !
i do not own anything with that.
please get away from my soul.
i need ENERGY to heal on me.
from what source ?
i'm not sure with it.
maybe i will noe it sooner.
Allah will show it later and show me the WAY.
i'm just waiting here patiently.

At sudden this lyrics quote deeply meant to me :

let the rain wash away ~
all the pain of yesterday :')

source : 'i'm coming home' by Diddy feat Skylar Grey.

Haih !
Tetibe nak emo jap for this kinda messy feel. Asyik nak cheer je pon tak bole jugak kan. Hidup neh macam roda kadang2 kita kat atas & kadang2 kita kat bawah. Bila kita kat atas jangan la lupa org kat bawah and so sebaliknya vice versa. So masing2 muhasabah la diri tuu sementara diberikan peluang yg maseh ada nie yee. Peringatan tok diri den sendiri jugak. Maybe ujian yang mendatang akan disusuli dgn HAPPINESS things. Who knows rite? yeah !

happiness C:

serabut'ness ~

messy !

Happiness + serabut'ness + messy = Rencah Kehidupan.

yeah sume tuu rencah kehidupan Ain :)
remember my own word.
Never let you down even anything that would come.
Even badai hurricane melanda sekalipon.
Err mak aih ayat maw hiperbola kann kann.
teheee hokai dokie. I'm POSITIVE now ^^

Setiap kesempitan yg kita lalui dgn kesabaran akan dibalas dgn kebaikan taw. So sentiasa ingat yang kat ATAS tuu yee . Never forget 'Him' because 'He' never forget you. Or same goes to : makin kita dekat dgn Dia makin dekatlah Dia dgn kita. If kita yg jauhkan diri dgn Dia , faham2 jela kan. Allah sentiasa memberi peluang kepada Hambanya yg punyai keinginan utk berubah. Makin kita nak berubah makin dekatlah kita dgn Dia dan makin dekatlah Dia dgn KITA. ;)

Semuanya atas diri kita.
NAK ATAU TAK NAK.
We decide it by ourself guy :)

What i'm doing today? : Dari 6 petang sampai 12 malam td keep an eye on people arounds. Act den turun padang wat sale dgn staff kat 'Up Town' Langkawi. Merasa jugaklah check on blood pressure customer. Commonly sume low pressure. Average all of them less than 119. Supposed to normal B.P is 120-129 and Hypertension above 130. Wahh merasa Doctor wanna be gitu. Huhu ^^ thanks Mama for letting me know that WAWW things. Cek punye la cek tekanan org tekanan sendiri sape la yg taw kan. Opss lalalala simpan sendiri sudaa yee ~ Hee ~

err okai loh ma head kinda like merry go round now.
imma going to bed now.
now now now 5:35 am. -.-'' Adios ~

i love my fams :)
i love you my Lord.

NS quote :
Smile even you Sad yaww C:
copy paste quote :
it's so hard when you know how to fix the lives of others,
but you don't know how to fix yours.
Sometimes, a good advise needs a good adviser too ;)

Thanks for sharing ur time reading this messy moshi entry darl :')

Semester Breaks yaww !

Assalamualaikum u'ollss :D

Yimmmmmeeee ~

Semester break begins now!

here ! entry pertama fresh fresh dari rumah tao?
errk -.-''
*padahal entry neh tercetus kat uma Abah - Soromban Jaya*
*but now imma at Langkawi yaaww aww aww*
*sorry tergundah gendala late post*
*yela asek draft jee memanjang idea datang jee terus nak coret*
*bila dah stuck mula lah nak men'draft' kan coretan ~.~

*hokai flashback begins :

haa cool tak cool kan. Hee.

act tadi blog walking kat sini.

wahh wahh cintan cintun sume ada.

tetiba pulak terklik situ. okay terklik tao?

bukan sengaja atau paksaan dari mana mana pihak.

Yeah! cayela cayela >.<

then layan Akademi Fantasia 9 kojap.

dah bermusim rupenye. kat Pilah mano ado sume tuu.

adeh salah Pilahdelphia pulohk dah haa -.-

kojam tak kojam. mentang mentang dah balik umah kann.

Pilah dilupokan yee. haih tak baek cenggitu Ain *amek hati*
Btw sedap lee jugak vokal bebudak AF9 neh yee.
Padahal tak kenal pon 'diorang-diorang' tuu ^^

'diorang-diorang' ^^

Apepon memang salute kat Pak Nil.

I lapp you lah Pak Nil :)

No Pak Nil ! No AF Fever !

hee bole pulak cenggitu yee.

betol la kan. kalo takde Pak Nil hambar jee weh AF!

sokong sokong! tiada bantahan. aipp jangan membangkang.

Hee!

pastu teman adik den Iwan nengok cite Lake Placid.

haih teman la sangat padahal nengok lappy nie haa almost.

kesian dye nengok sensorang sampai kol 2 pagi. ~.~
untungla yee Iwan mama awak kasi negok muvee sampe ke pagi yee ^^
sebabnye DIA PON CUTI maaa esoknye .
Padanlah sangat serupa kite yee C:
Walhal baguslaa jugak teman kakak kome neh
menatap coretan 'ilmiah' lagi barakah gituu kann ==''
HAHA ilmiah lah sangat. Opssss jangan nak ilmiah sangatlah yee :P

hokai that's all a bit from me to u'olls yaww ^^

'bestnye if dapat stay cool plus relax atas bench tuu nengok keindahan alam ciptaan Nya' C:
aikk asal ade dua bench di situ yaa? ouhh ADA MAKNA rupenyee >.<

Act act act now dah 20th of May
supposed to post this entry 1st of May
goshhhhh another 8 days imma here for holidai =='
debaran makin lubb dupp for 25th of May
haihh jeng jeng jenggg -.-
tak payah nak jeng jeng sangat lah yee
gusar gulandah suma adaa noah O.o'
nantikannnnnnnnnnnnnn ...tett tett tuttt...

All The Best yaww~
Aal Iz Well C:
1.4.3 u olls.

NS :)

NST dapat Award !!! Award The Lovely One oleh Belog Aku Tak Sakai C:

fuyooooooohhhhhh -.-''
tak percaya tak percaya tak percayaaaaaa!
for the first time ouh den dapek award yawww.
haaaa tergelabah sudaaaa den neh. HAHA
atoiii cek mek molek - gaya Jozan Rajalawak ^^
adeh tersimpuh malu kojap ni haa.
terima kasih Daun Kekeladi yam yam ditujukan kepada
cik adek manes Si Daun Ceri tuan empunya
belog err 'Aku Tak Sakai '
yaww kamu tak sakai kamu cooooooool :)

taraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~
i got One Lovely Blog Award :)

thanks yaww for da cutie pinky cup tea ^^
hee love it lot lohh :))))
act, tak habes lagi neh keterujaan
ke excited an dapat award :D
nah amek senyuman menggoda den ^^ kening kening ^^
okai lohh setakat neh saje tok entry kali neh.

p/s:
Nia Suraya now sedang sebok
menolong mama handle office at Langkawi Island yaww ^^
and several days ago just attend seminar Rx Basic
at Petaling Jaya plus Kursus HPA 2 days One nyte at
Langkasuka Hotel. Malam tuu jugak nyempat gak cilok
nengok muvee kat Langkawi Parade ^^
huhu yeahhh Fast and Furious 5 kinda superdo cooool yaww.
Love that funneh guy. At last joke enough.
plus Action superb ahh ~

errr nantilah story more about the kursus yeah :)
ponat ponat * i'm sweaty now*
errr lap peluh sat nooooaa ==''

Doakan den merajinkan diri untuk
menghupdatekan bloggie NST ^^ lagi okeh :D

papai love u'olls lots <3
Salam sayang >.<

A l o n e? No! you are not alone :)

1 May 2011 : Sunday morning!

03: 00 am.

here at Seremban Jaya : Abah's house :)

goood news came out:

Abah move up from ASP to DSP

( it was rank of Royal Malaysian Police )

• Assistant Superintendent of Police [ASP]: Station Chief Police.

• Deputy Superintendent of Police [DSP]: District Division Chief
• sooner : Superintendent of Police [SUPT]
• If i'm not mistaken you are the District Division Chief at IPD Kota Bharu now.

Before this Abah employed at IPD Seremban :)

Congrats! Cheer to know that Abah.

I'm so proud of you. Yeah you did it silently.

I know its take a long journey to live on.

Sadly to know that you have to move on

and stay at Kelantan for a long moment.

Even we are apart then i'm gonna missing you Abah.

Missing your advices. One of it that still in my head

'Never falling down and be nice to people' :)

I will keep on my word.

I will make you proud of me someday :)

I promise ! I'm never Alone being with your 'reminder'.

-sincerely from Your Beloved Daughter-

Kosong bagi seseorang boleh dianggap penuh oleh orang lain.
Sebaliknya, penuh bagi seseorang boleh dianggap kosong oleh orang lain.

KOSONG dan PENUH :

-kedua-duanya merupakan produk dari “fikiran” anda sendiri.

Sebagaimana anda memandangi hidup demikianlah kehidupan anda.

Hidup menjadi bererti, bermakna, kerana anda memberikan erti kepadanya,

memberikan makna kepadanya.Bagi mereka yang tidak memberikan makna,

tidak memberikan erti, hidup ini ibarat lembaran kertas yang kosong…

"Dan sesiapa yang berjuang (menegakkan Islam)

maka sesungguhnya dia hanyalah berjuang untuk kebaikan dirinya sendiri,

sesungguhnya Allah Maha Kaya (tidak berhajatkan sesuatupun)

daripada sekalian makhluk"

(al-Ankabut:6)

TC kata :
Ada ketikanya anda perlu bersendirian :)

yeyep den setuju. we have our own privacy yah!

for me adakala memang mudah untuk meluahkan rasa

tapi rasanya lagi bagus yang diluahkan tak semua :)

sambungan cerita? klik sini :)